Twenty Three. Born and raised New Yawker. Music & food junkie. Hoarder of memories. Probably smell like a thrift store. Soul is in California.
WAIT hahahahahaha #TBT I love this! My head was so big! Julie, Raymond, Eric, Ash and I. 90’s kids!
A year and the only thing that has changed is my hair and iPhone haha. #favejacket #faveflannel #oneyearago #timehop
I’m shitty at being honest,
But I want to be honest with you and
Honestly everything about you scares me shitless,
From the way your lips are still glistening with the aftermath of my anxiety
To the small of your back pressed softly into my hands.
I am so small when I am next to you,
Engulfed by you, infinite,
Falling into the back of your throat as your laughter swallows me,
Muffled and slow.
The sunset smears clouds across the sky with brushstrokes of light,
Painting the portrait of a nebula and
I swear to god you are every hue I’ve ever loved;
Just like that you are dust and gas compact into these atoms
I can’t fathom how the universe designed you.
I can’t think of the equations that led our lines to meet,
My hands are clasped in desperation that we can bend so that after
We intersect we will not have to leave.
My heart is a kick-drum slamming inside my chest to
The rhythm of your fingers running through my hair to the nape of my neck.
No amount of sound can touch me now
As I write this down,
Trying to pen you onto a paper. It’s the best I can do
In the stead of paint onto a canvas.
Earlier at Connecticut Muffin cafe in Brooklyn, feeling inspired from @nicolealyseee - starting the blog for @foggyfringe soon! 🙌 #latergram (at Conneticut Muffin)
One day I just woke up and realized that I can’t touch yesterday. So why the heck was I letting it touch me?